Listen
I know this song is pretty goofy, but it makes me really happy. Like I just want to dance when I hear it, and it makes me super-ready for summer.
May 2012
April 2012
Just took the best nap and I totally deserved it cause I kicked ass in all my exams today :)
I really hate that I keep having the same dream.
And I’m not sleeping at all. I keep dreaming that nothing bad happened and that I come home and everything is fine, and then I wake up and am so mad at myself for thinking that. And then I finally fall asleep again and I just think of all the terrible things that did happen. It’s just a battle in my dreams between what I wish happened and what really did happen. I’m glad that things did happen, maybe not the way that they did. I really am, I just wish that my dreams would agree with that statement as well. I’m so sick of losing sleep over something that I have no control over and shouldn’t even be concerned with. And on a side note I kind of hate myself because I have no idea what to do with this political science exam I’m about to take. Or the journalism one later that I haven’t even begun to study for. I just want this day to be over and to fall into a deep, uninterrupted sleep.
I really want to go swimming and just lay in the sun.
It’s been ages since I’ve been able to enjoy the weather. I’ve mostly been avoiding the sun since spring break, just trying to push through to summer. Only 3 pages left on this paper and 3 exams stand between me and relaxation.
My family came to get most of my stuff today so the trip home Wednesday will be easier.
And they stopped and had lunch without me. What the heck? Lot of love guys.
